kallah

bride of Christ

Mar 14, 2026

Hi,

Writing to you feels like something I have not done in a while. I miss it. I miss you. How are you?

For not picking up my pen to write to you in over four weeks, I blame school. After that, I blame nothing. Maybe I have just been stuck on what to write. What to say. What to share.

The first time we spoke this year, I told you about my Focus Series. It is my way of documenting change, tracking habits, and noticing the little things I am learning or unlearning. You may be wondering if that is still something I am doing, and by the grace of God, it is.

February was a month of delight.

My focus for February was simple: it wasn’t a month of just going through the motions. I set the month aside to secure my future through prayer and fasting. I spent time interceding for myself and for the bloodline the Lord may one day entrust to me as a wife and mother. I took the posture of an intercessor seriously, sending my prayers out on an errand.

In the early weeks of February, I joined something beautiful that my dear friend felt led by the Spirit to facilitate: “What Bloodline Do You Want to Build?”

It was a time set apart to seek the Lord for relational clarity, to break unhealthy patterns, to pursue emotional healing, and to ask for alignment with the destiny and relationships God has prepared. That time became a season of preparation, a sacred space to surrender to God’s guidance for the future.

February felt deeply personal. The Lord sat me down and began an uncovering. He revealed the things I can no longer make excuses to keep in my life. His Spirit prayed for me, and by the end of the month, I saw the wrestle for the vessel take on meaning in my life.

I wrote this in March, yet I see it in my February.

In February, I edited a video. It is something I genuinely enjoy doing when school is not after my life. I asked a friend of mine who is a content creator if I could edit any videos she planned to post and she said yes.

It turned out to be such a beautiful way to use my creative spark. I loved spending hours on the editing app, adding clips, sequencing moments, making cuts, and slowly bringing the whole video together. Seeing it come to life and knowing it was something she loved made the experience even more fulfilling.

Proof of life in February: